Giving Up

The people in my life that I've never even met... Seem to always have been the ones that were always there for me. They were also typically the hardest to let go... But I can't do this to myself anymore...

I'm done. I know I had found his number and home address and all, but really... I'd say it's time to move on.

I've made many friends online. Perhaps it's safe to say I've convinced myself that I was in love just because he believed in me, and he understood me... but he's not mine... I do love John for what he meant to me. I was young, and I did need a friend. He was the best one.

Thank you...

Fly Free Angel...

And I'm afraid...

I've called... And I'm sure I've just spoken with his mother. She took down my number...

I'm afraid he won't call and I'm afraid he'd think I'm perfectly insane for even looking him up like that. He has every right... I can't believe what I've done...

Here's to hoping... Maybe I'll recieve a call from an angel.

It's Been 5 Years

Just over five years since I first began to talk to an Angel.

I think I will risk it... and call him.

C'est moi... Le Stalker...

Take note that in one Survey Entry John gave his full name as well as his parents names...

I looked him up... I think I found him... His house number... he seems to still live with his parents... I'm afraid to call... I also found his address... Afraid to write...

What do I do? This could be it...

An Angel Was Born

27 Years ago My Angel was born. Happy Birthday John. I hope to find you well.

Pick up

http://www.magickalkingdom.com/smf/index.php?action=profile;u=10

The Search

So far I have found his old Xanga and his account on http://www.magickalkingdom.com/
It seems that the trail ends here...


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