no work on sunday and monday.....ahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!! a million times over...oh fucking word up to chillin!!!! i got this song i'm workin on right now it's just not perfect...but the ocean will make it so...and i will be there on the morrow...the only thing standing in my way is work during the day with rachel...you call that work? shit i'm getting paid to be with someone i love...tomorrow night a lot of shit is going to be realized...a lot of life is going to be figured out...tomorrow night....tomorrow night...sleep with those angels...

WeRd...!!!!!
Posted 5/29/2004 2:43 PM by ReDSnOWFLakE

... thank you so very much for your very kind, and perhaps too kind, comments ... did you really read every single word? ... even the master dialogues and The Possession? ... lol ... that's a lot to read ... i tend to write a lot when times are emotional ... lol ... and sometimes, things make no sense ... lol ... hope your memorial day is good ...
Posted 5/29/2004 10:20 PM by gods_baby_angel

you know i think you are the bestest ever.

i am wonderin what things you have figured out and realized..

and wishin you'd come with us cause that party was insane..

Posted 5/31/2004 6:23 PM by LeavesBeginToFall

Whatever You Want

little drunk right now so it might not flow for you like it does for me...ha..i'll fix that tomorrow if that's the case


truth is for free and for me it's the way
it's in all that i do, it's in all that i say
it is all that you are, if you hide it or not
at the end of the day there are things you have never forgot

what does eat at your soul?
oh, what thoughts make you happy?
what helps you to sleep
or to fall asleep sadly?

the days that have passed
are all wasted or yours
did you open or did you
just stand at the doors?

if tomorrow the sun doesn't shine
then the rain will fall down on us both
but i promise you we will be fine

that is truth, you go out and believe
and you put thru your eyes what your heart wants to see
© 2004

Once Again

angels were women and men at one point
and i was a child who smiled who's since been destroyed
if again i can care about nothing
i will but this world is so fucking disgusting

it tears and it rips at us all, gives us guilt
gives us flowers in summer and winter to wilt
what you build is your own, you should never feel bad
because someone or something just doesn't know that

if a kiss's just a kiss, well, then i'm not a poet
if this world is but all that we have than i'd rather not know it
there's many a day before death
maybe one day our wings will be ours again
© 2004

if a kiss's just a kiss, well, then i'm not a poet

i love this line ... it's amazing
Posted 5/28/2004 4:33 PM by gods_baby_angel

My World and Yours

do you see what i see? no, you don't, never cared
you don't know about waves and the sea, you do not feel the air
and it's probably better you don't
because coming with good is the bad, these are thoughts that i wrote

all emotion, all tears, smiles here, there and sometimes
a love that did leave me behind or a sunrise
i never had time for what falls in between
you see, that's where you live and you never will leave

come with me if you want, heaven waits for my soul
heaven tastes me, it bathed me in truth, so let's let this be known
i am love, i am smiles and cries
i am ends of the spectrum, your world is inside
© 2004


this is amazing ... truly ... the last stanza seems to surpass the first two ... the last two lines of the entire poem seem to sum up so much that is universal, and yet is unique for each of us ... i do wish i had your way with words ...
Posted 5/24/2004 12:21 AM by gods_baby_angel

I like it. You think it's going to be a cliche at first, an angst-ridden rant; but then it comes out as actual artistry. Kudos.
Posted 5/24/2004 10:10 PM by deviant_beauty

The Meaning of Life

i thought i was gonna get hit by a bus or something the day after wrote this...


there's nothing much more i can write except death
with each breath i take pleasure in time that i've left
and whoever should judge what i do or i say
can go straight on to hell and move out of my way

because i have my reasons and i have my wishes
and i have my ghosts in my closet and i've dirty dishes
and i have a dream that i have to make real
with the cards i received in an unlucky deal

try and stop me the world will, it has done before
but this just doesn't matter to me anymore
if my heart should stop beating my veins will stop bleeding
but you and i know that you'll never stop reading

the meaning of life as i know it
is only one rock and how far you can throw it
just hold it and you'll never know what you missed
i don't understand math but i understand this

that whatever one does in this world is done once
and no matter how much life can hurt
one can learn to adjust
there is only one thing one should know
and that's do what you want while you can
there you go
© 2004

Above

wrote this a while ago but you need to see it


they say that i'm lost, that i'll never be found

that i've left for the skies with no eyes on the ground

they are right, they speak truth when they speak that of me

fuck them all, fuck them all because i still believe

and i bleed for my purpose, the worthless of worlds

anybody who ever has burned, who was hurled

thru the darkness with nothing to hold, who turned cold

who just needed a reason to keep it all moving, behold

when i speak you will know you were wrong

you will not know the words to the song, you will not sing along

and because of that fact i will smile

while watching your sun as it sets in denial

so fuck what you thought because i never cared

when you said i was lying and said i was scared

be prepared for the future, i'll put it right thru all your eyes

when i'm dead, best believe every word is to rise

and you said i was careless and stupid

for acting against all your reasons, so ruthless

indeed, that is just what i did and i loved it

so fuck you and your fucking world, i'm above it
© 2004

Lover, Let Me Know

true or false?..while you were sleeping i wrote a song with blood on my fingers...if you chose "true" you are correct...good for you...dreaming...


oh love, i never meant to tell a secret
but in me they hurt to much
so here, you keep it

sweetest dreams to you
i'll be dreaming to
and when you love me so
lover, let me know

when i know you care
you will find me there
winding thru your hair

sweetest dreams to you
i'll be dreaming to
and when you love me so
lover, let me know
lover, let me know

(solo)

(softly)
sweetest dreams to you
i'll be dreaming too
and when you love me so
lover, let me know

(loud)

lover, let me know
when you love me so
lover, let me know
lover, let me know
© 2004

You are seriously a good writer...
Posted 5/21/2004 2:11 AM by Silent_Poetry


*MMm HMMmmmmmmmmmm... ;)
Posted 5/21/2004 11:28 AM by ReDSnOWFLakE

A Bird Flying Alone

"tragically, sadness can make me write magically" - john kilpatrick


blood flows for you from my eyes, call them tears
i do miss you too much, as i've said, as i'm here
and i wish i was there, where the grass isn't burnt
but you are not sleeping alone, and it hurts

but you told me it would so that's fine, i'll be fine
you will see in the future why love is divine
you will see you would leave in a second, no thought
my eyes are the same as the dozens of roses your boyfriend has bought

oh, the truth, oh the truth is a dagger, it is
and i'm sure that i've scared you away with a kiss
so immortal and words that you never once heard
that's just the story of me, just a bird

that got shit on and kicked, oh, his heart was so true
and he loved but the rain was above and he knew
that no matter how much someone cared, he'd be crushed
because no one would fly thru forever in trust
© 2004


i really like ur poems

and i wanted 2 let u no th@ considering u gave me a couple of ur opinions on my work.

i was wonderin if u got my other message, coz i really wanna hear fr. u,

k, ttyl,

holla!
Posted 5/20/2004 9:00 PM by kAnDi_KrIsSy


its me,

i wanted 2 no if u got my other message yet,

coz i'd like it if u'd holla @ me,

peace!
Posted 5/20/2004 9:10 PM by kAnDi_KrIsSy

Deathblow by Deftones

Currently Playing
Deftones
By Deftones
see related

- deathblow

more deftones lyrics...

deathblow

as soon as you came in, oh, the beast went away

they notice that you've worn...

wait 'til you leave and come back for more

the ropes hang to keep us all awake

and i should have known

as soon as you came in, the agony, it went away

i noticed what you've worn to everything we spoke and more

and ropes hang to keep us all awake

and i should have known

it only takes one break of the pose to get off

and to save a place home with you

still the same song

as soon as you came in

when i believe we both crashed course

and ropes hang to keep us all awake

and i should have known

it only takes one break of the pose to get off

and to save our place home with you, oh

that's all it takes

well, i should have known

still the same song

we're still the same song

For What It's Worth

i've written of stars and the moon and of late afternoons
of the sun and of flies made of fire and skies that are perfectly blue
i have seen what is beautiful
i have seen beauty in all, i'm dillusional

love is a kiss that you feel while you sleep
happy hearts fall apart when they realize they're lost in the deep
and they've lost time and sleep
and they've lost what is all that's important to keep

if you love you are perfect, it doesn't much matter
the body you move in, it matters what's shattered
it matters what you have believed in and trusted
the pieces you've picked up from puzzles combusted

for love i would die, for the look in one's eyes
would inspire me once more to write of the skies
of the beautiful things we can feel on this earth
i do love and for love i give all i am worth
© 2004

for love i would die, for the look in one's eyes
would inspire me once more to write of the skies
of the beautiful things we can feel on this earth
i do love and for love i give all i am worth

science

Tony
Posted 5/19/2004 8:48 PM by PsychedelicSelektah

Minerva by Deftones

Currently Playing
Deftones
By Deftones
see related

- minerva

listen to this song...you may not love it, but i do, and if you asked me how i feel about it i would say, "this is me every fucking day", oh, by the way, i am love, know that...


"minerva" by deftones

i get all numb

when she sings it's over

such a strange numb

and it brings my knees to the earth

and god bless you all for the song

you saved us

you're the same numb

when you sing it's over

such a strange numb

it could bring back peace to the earth

so god bless you all for the song

you saved us

oh, for the hearts you break every time you moan

i get all numb...

we're the same numb

and it brings our knees to the earth

so god bless you all for the song

you saved us all

for the hearts you break every time you moan

and god bless you all on the earth...

...that's fucking beautiful...

heya.

nice blogring name... and entries.

hafta go.

kind of busy try now. reviewing fo my exams tom.

keep smiling pal...

[[miss acierto]]
Posted 5/18/2004 9:03 AM by iM_sO_sTuBbOrN


... thank you for your comment ... i was hoping people would like it ...
Posted 5/18/2004 4:15 PM by gods_baby_angel

Words of Wisdom

Currently Playing
Live at Sin-E (Bonus Dvd) (Dig)
By Jeff Buckley
see related
- hallelujah

here you go...


set me on fire and ask me if i even care
let me down, let me drown, then believe in my eyes when i stare
dream of oceans and dream of the place
where a person is free, i believe in such grace

i have seen what i need to erase, what is now
what is hate, what is greed, what defaces
this whole world we live in, i hope that you pray for forgiveness
i will when i know that i'm wrong but i'm not so i hope you bear witness

to truth, what is pure
what is good, what was meant to be all that's adored
hope you smile, i hope that you know in your mind
that in time this will all be memory lost, left behind

left behind like a promise, like me and my love
someone, somewhere, someday will believe in my blood
and they'll sit and they'll drink and play songs that i've written
and i will for maybe five minutes be undead and risen

the lead in your veins that does make you feel warm
what will weigh on your soul, every feeling that tore
thru the physical world and your unconcious thought
i am this, i am all that you've taken for naught

but that's fine, i have sun, i have sky
i have time, i have reasons, i've questions and why
oh, whatever you feel and you know is your whole
you should smile and you should believe in your soul
© 2004

Lyrics to a Song You Will Never Hear... "It's All Good"

stop off at the liquor store
for cigarettes and jack
go to work and work to go
back home and just relax

and it's like, oh, it's all good

life is filled with too much pain
but ask me if i care
sunny days and oceans, man
oh, you can find me there

and it's like, oh, it's all good
it's like oh, it's all good

try to wear a smile
but you know i get so sad
but i remember nothing
in this world can be that bad

and it's like oh, it's all good
it's like oh, it's all good

and i hope you know
and i hope you know
and i hope you know
oh, i hope

one more then i'll go to sleep
and if it ever comes
i'll wake up in the cold
but i will dream about the sun

and it's like, oh, it's all good
it's like, oh, it's all good
and it's like, oh, it's all good
and it's like, oh, it's all good
© 2004

That's pretty good, did you write that song?
Posted 5/17/2004 12:24 AM by Silent_Poetry

my friends are beautiful...there is no judgement, there is no fault, there is just beautiful times, until the end of time...tonight, i watched the lightning with bob, i argued over pacers vs spurs with jeffy who i went to arizona with, i drove tom home to pearl jam, we rocked out, so fuck what you thought...i have veins and the world will never drain the blood from them...because when i am down to one last drop they will bleed themselves for me...you ever feel something like that? it feels fuckin good...one word: "forever"...one thought: "fuck what you heard cuz the illest from jerz"

distance, lightning, means of leaving this world, i do sip while you do not know, dream, dream for me, i will not be asleep, birds chirp, so beautiful, they sing for me, they would sing for you if you would listen, but you don't, my life is a waste of my time, my time is a waste of my life, a movie wastes away just to pass the hours, beautiful words, beautiful birds, a beautiful world, i will wake up to a beautiful world on the morrow

My Soul

forget what you thought when you thought you could think
while you sleep i am sitting here praying that ink
will run out of my pen but it won't and i never will either
a needle, a vein, and a bubble of air would be cheaper

than living my life
i do live every night, i do live and i write
tell me, what have you done that you're proud of? what trophies
can tell me you're better than me? you don't know me

the pain of words spoken and no such reaction to love
are you broken? i think not, you think not of all that's above
what i hold in my hands
who are you who have always been asked for a dance?

you do not know what it is to burn, you do not know of waiting your turn
you do not know the hurt
of a beautiful soul that was shattered and stabbed
and you know not of this, oh, the soul that i have

...that's right...
© 2004

Little poem for all of you... "Try Not To Cry"

live for the moment
and give what you take
and believe in your heart
even 'though it may break

if you can't go to sleep
there is something that you haven't done
you should do it
if you would go thru it
you'd shine like the sun

you know you'd be fine
even after you burned
you would learn from the hurt
of what you left behind

there is knowledge in that
i can tell you of pain
know the rays are to dry
wings that prayed thru the rain

know of that, know of this
that you read as you read this
that this is my mind
and that i really mean it

to lose is to suffer
to gain is to smile
and this all repeats
and goes on for a while

and finally sleep settles in when you die
but you're here now so smile and try not to cry

...smile...it's the only way to be...
© 2004

i know what it is to burn...and i know how to write a song that, if you closed your eyes, would put you on the beach...cuz that's what happened to me when i played it...that's just the sound of the rain...don't worry about that...my eyes saw such beautiful scars in the midnight sky...you call this lightning...you don't know what it is to burn...too bad for you...too bad for me...i wish i didn't...but happiness comes in small doses and a red snowflake knows what's good...you don't know what that means do you?..you don't know what it is to burn...

I Def KnoW WhaT iT iz To BuRN...ExceLLEnt BloB tO StaRT..MuWahZzZZz...*SmileIn NoW* ;)ThankX

Posted 5/11/2004 11:54 AM by ReDSnOWFLakE

Welcome to my late night truth log...

saturday night at the cafe didn't suck for once, i got home at the same time i'd get home as if it were datenight, you dunno about datenight, oh well...all i gotta say about tonight is i'm playin my guitar and im drinkin' jack, like every damn night, and dave attel just said this on comedy central..."you know what my drink of choice is?...jack daniel's...jack daniel's is a wildman's drink...jack daniel's should come with bail money." he's absolutely right...i dunno what else to say except that i wasn't born with enough middle fingers...oh, the songs i sing while you sleep, and the dreams i dream while you move...later

;)

Posted 5/3/2004 12:23 PM by ReDSnOWFLakE