alright so i've been gettin' back into that rap again, but when i say rap know it's not that bullshit that you turn off immediately, i wrote these lyrics over a raekwon beat called "jury", it's piano and it's so fuckin beautiful and i love the song so much and i've been fiending for it, but i couldn't find the cd, but the beat is forever in my head so as im waiting for it to download i write this which goes to the beat exactly...


some say the suns gone away, no hope for the future
heads down, hands crossed as we pray
never thought about the pain til it coursed thru my viens
all words now burn in it's name
not afraid of tomorrow or of eyes, that's the truth
we could die at the same time
but the world won't remember you
peace is the goal and the sun tells a tale
as it sets of a soul that regrets when it fails
i never did a damn thing right but i tried so hard
mama smiles and i'm happy, got her eyes and her heart
walked miles, my shoes too deep
you couldn't walk 'em, try and walkin' while asleep
plant a rose so deep that i won't see it bloom
'til i'm dead, in your head i will rest, i'll consume
just remember that you never had "believe" on your wrist
to remind you suicide means you died and you missed
all the good in the world that you hoped would be so
i believe still, 'though i believe in the rope
if i ever spoke a word that wasn't true i didn't know it
i was love, i was pure, i'm the last of all poets
© 2004


...and that's how that goes