While Alive

fuck all you know about how life should be
because i am not you and, oh, you are not me
and you never believed what i think so i say
fuck the world because this world has made me this way

i am just in my wisdom and trials and thoughts
i go crazy because i am acting against what is lost
there are systems that say i'm mislead
there are systems that don't know what sits in my head

and so fuck them and fuck you all too if you think that
my brain isn't right and that i am insane, i do bleed facts
in fact i do think you're all crazy
so what do you say of me now that i've said that?

detain me, i laugh at your chains and your ways
and your flames and the ignorant things that you say
i am saved, fuck this world, fuck it all, fuck me too
the earth is to crash thru the sun, me and you

we're all dying someday, we are dying right now
when you woke up this morning your time had gone down
so do not waste your time wasting time for no reason
you go out and live, find out what you believe in
© 2004



... you made me smile today ... for that, the words "thank you" are not enough ... i needed a good smile today ...

i love this ... you captured everything i felt today, all the events and situations and fights i've had ... thank you ...

Posted 6/17/2004 5:01 PM by gods_baby_angel


Here are my answers to your quiz:

1. First name: Robert
2. Middle name: Bite Me
3. Last name: Letmethink
4. Nickname(s): holy dark one, master, sir...don't laugh haha
5. Screen names: Daark, Tamashiwarri
6. Gender: Man
7. Age: Old enough to use a cane
8. Type of Music: Various, metal rap, classical, rock, etc etc..I like it all
9. Birthdate: December 24, 19**
10. Birthplace: In a Hospital I hope
11. Zodiac sign: Capricorn
12. Current location: In my office, in Nova Scotia
13. Live with: Myself and my wicked ways
14. Name of current school: no School, I work for a living
18. Height: 5'8" I'm shrinking...grimace
19. Hair color: sometimes it salt and pepper, now it's bald ha ha
20. Highlights/dyed: ah no
21. Hair length: re growing, I buzz cut it off every week or so
22. Eye color: Green Ice or Horny Gray
23. Contacts/glasses: Contact lenses

24. Freckles: ah huh
25. Birthmark(s): Yeah
26. Scar(s): Everywhere, mostly from knives...
27. Type(s) of clothes you wear: Black, blue jeans, shirts..I wear clothes period, but not at night while home...
28. Cologne/Perfume you wear: Ah...axel, Daviddorff (I dont' think I spelled that right)
29. Deodorant you use: Old Spice High Endurance
Family Life
30. Mom's name: was
31. Dad's name: was
33. Closest family member: brother Danny

34. Family member you could live without: care not to say, next question
35. Last family member you've seen: my brother Danny
36. Oldest: anyone who is not dead

37. Youngest: my brother...
38. Family member who lives the farthest away: Sister in Ontario
39. Fondest memory: I don't h ave fond memories
40. Memory you miss the most: The Rocks..
41. Family member you wish the mafia would kill: Can't tell you that, because I can do it myself (Grin) but bad karma to do own family member
42. Memory you wish you had: Hmmm..
43. What you did yesterday: Worked my arse off like usual, went out with bro, talked to Jennifer my baby
44. What you did so far today: Woke up late, drank coffee and ate some awful hotdogs on barbeque, downloading movies, no not porn!................not yet haha
45. Last person you talked to on the phone: Danny my bro..yeah yeah, we have construction to get done..
46. Last person you talked to online: Jennifer and my Son
47. Last movie you've seen: ah that one where ...shit, I forget...the next day? the day after? something like that...hell, I don't recall...scratching head

48. Last song you heard on the radio: Something from Nickleback was blaring in the office background..

49. Last CD you played: a Mix I made on this piece of junk of a computer..
50. Last thing you said out loud: "Fuck you, you fucking moron!"My brother is a fucking idiot!"...said that just last night actually
51. Last time you showered: about an hour ago...
52. Last book you read: I'm reading erotic writing that jenn sent me..*EG*
54. Last time you sang: I sing all the time..I like being an idiot
55. Last time you danced: ... Does moving your legs count if a song is on?

56. Last thing you ate/drank: Too much beer and I had some sushi with it
Believe it or Not
57. Aliens: yes
58. Angels: I have an angel, her name is Jennifer
59. Demons: I am the Master Demon
60. Heaven & Hell: Heaven refuses to listen to me, Hell, they are making my personal cloak as I type this
61. God:Amen

62. Your friends: I don't do friends..
Friendships
64. Best friend: Andree
65. Last friend you talked to: I don't have any

66. Funniest: Kyfrog when she is not being girlie ha ha
67. Silliest: James, the dick
68. Loudest: James
70. Stupidest: James
71. Sweetest: Jennifer and Donice
72. Weirdest: Me, you moron

73. Best at keeping secrets: what secrets? tell on me and you die...
74. Most hyper: Jennifer..ducking slap
76. Friend you miss most: Can't say
77. Friend you've known the longest: Andree
78. Friend you haven't known long: Online.....Donice I guess
Word Association
79. Bill Clinton: Cigar shover
80. Lollipops: Tootsie roll pops or those astro pops, yeah I like
81. Whipped Cream: I love that stuff..really, I do, especially while licking it off a woman...Ruffff

82. Dreams:Wet
83. Love: J, my baby
84. South Park: Huh? cartoon<>

85. Guys: Morons, most of them of course
86. Girls:Curvy, sexy, yummy, smell great, etc etc
87. Death: Nearing

88. Bubble gum: yeah, I do bubble on occassion

89. Water:it's in my fish tank
90. Ice Cream: Yeah, love chocolate sundaes with whip cream and cherries ha ha

91. Oil: My skin while working hard haha
92. Phone: What are you asking exactly about the phone?

93. Food: I eat to live
94. Kiss:Devouring, I use my whole body to kiss, not just my lips

95. Pretzels: Good with beer
96. Britney Spears: She looks good...
97. School: Did that, done that

98. Floppy:Floppy? huh..what the fuck does floppy have to do with anything?

99. Shoes: Missils to your bloody head, if you don't stop asking such retarded questions
Have you ever (FYI answer yes or no)
100. Been on a plane: yes
101. Cried in public: Hell no, well maybe because I had something in my eye
102. Climbed a tree: yes
103. Gotten in a physical fight: hahaha, a few to many
104. Drank alcohol: oh yes
105. Fell asleep in a movie theatre: Just about, I started to snore, the person next to me poked me in ribs, I awoke with a frown...
106. Driven a car: yes, and wrecked a few too
107. Been arrested: Umm...rolls eyes
108. Broken curfew: What the hell is a curfew?

109. Been pulled over when driving: Of course, I threatened him

110. Farted in public: dah, yeah
111. Met a celebrity: shaking head, I am a celebrity, want my autograph?
112. Skipped school: Jigged all the time, but I was bright in school, so easily passed lol

113. Went to a pro sports game: yes
114. Met the president: No, I'm a canuck, we don't do president's
115. Been scared to get shot: We all fear of getting shot, especially when you are dodging a few of the silver bullets..
116. Smoke a cigarette: Too many, hacccccck, cough
117. Gotten a cavity:Yeah, I got silver
118. Done any drugs: Yup
119. Shopped at Abercrombie & Fitch:Where the hell are those?

120. Gone skinny-dipping: Of course, doesn't everyone?
Favorites
121. Food: Shellfish

122. Drink: Coffee, Chocolate milkshakes from McDonalds
123. TV show: I like survivor, amazing race, big brother and documentaries
124. Movie: Heaven and Earth

125. CD: Boccelli, A.
126. Song: I like instrumental

127. Color: Black/Red
128. Day of the week: Saturday
129. Month: December
130. Number: 13
132. Favorite Car: Black stretch limo

133. Cookie: Chocolate Oatmeal Chip

134. Toothpaste: Anything that says whitening power hahaha...
135. Ice Cream: I like it all

137. Candy bar: Skor
138. TV channel: History channel
139. Radio station: Blah, I don't know the station 104. something

140. Artist/band: Bocelli, A.
141. Shampoo/conditioner: Anything with a conditioner in it, and not perfumeee smelling
143. Website: Http://wwww.daarkslair.comehere
144. Sports to play: Softball
145. Sports to watch: Olympic Games every 4 years

146. Place: In bed with J.
147. Vacation spot: Porta Plata
148. Kind of candle: Anything EXCEPT vanilla, it gives me a bitching headache

149. Color eyes: Green/Gray/Blue

Posted 6/18/2004 1:34 PM by anonymous