and then one night he went into his own little world and never really came back out of it. you could only wonder where he was. what he was doing. your best bet was to look in his eyes and you'd either see happiness or sadness. because that's what this world comes down to. there is only happy and sad. everything else is an adjective.

speak of a life worth living if you want to. you're just wasting your time and the stars are burning out. you need to take time out for yourself. roses are so beautiful and they can make you bleed. there is no point to this story but still you will read.

i can talk for hours about the hours i've talked. that's not conceited. there's passion in that. put your words in because i would love to know of your hours. i'd love to know what you think of your ceiling in the middle of the night while you can't sleep. i'd love to know what you think of the sunset. i would love to know your ghosts because you are beautiful.

i don't know but i do. i wish i didn't. i wish i didn't do. i wish i didn't know i knew i wish i didn't do. sick and tired of being sick and tired of being me. too many thoughts. too many dreams. too many nights i spent the morning trying to believe.

someone told me once there has got to be a better way. i don't know. better is some bullshit and i don't care for bullshit. i just want my house on the beach and
i have these cards in my hand so fuck a better way. i'll waste too much time looking for it.

...more to come...believe that

i can talk for hours about the hours i've talked. that's not conceited. there's passion in that. put your words in because i would love to know of your hours. i'd love to know what you think of your ceiling in the middle of the night while you can't sleep. i'd love to know what you think of the sunset. i would love to know your ghosts because you are beautiful.

this is my favorite part of it all ... the whole thing was absolutely wonderful ... very honest, very revealing ~ but also guarded, like you didn't trust all your secrets to be revealed ... perhaps as you write further, you will reveal things one by one ... i'm not sure ... .. ... but we really do have more in common than i thought ... thank you for letting me read it ...
Posted 6/10/2004 12:06 AM by gods_baby_angel